Tuesday, November 30, 2021

November 30, 2021 | side chat x tiny bit of RP with Bex

 SIGYN, 1:52 a.m.

So, the name of the store where I got the prayer beads is Hearthfire Handworks. They're on Amazon. They have Greek, Norse, Celtic, and Egyptian.

I also sent in a prayer request to my church to join me in sending your house healing energy to combat the dark energy that seems to be gathered in Rhett's room.

(2:03 a.m.) She's also on Etsy. I asked if I could commission her for a set of Hestia beads for you. In the meantime, these might have the proper energy:

https://www.etsy.com/listing/601659739/harmonia-pocket-prayer-beads-greek

(7:55 a.m.) 🤗

 

BEX, 10:07 a.m.

Hey hun. I just literally woke up

How are you?

Omg! I just got the bracelet you sent! Thank you so much! It's so amazing! It's never coming off! Hehehe 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰


SIGYN

Hiiii :D I'm glad you like it!!!!

 

BEX, 10:35 a.m.

I do! Very much.

 

SEBASTIAN 🐍🐍🐍

 

BEX

And you signed it with a duck which was so cute. Hehee

 

SIGYN

yes 💜

 

TRENT stretches out along the sofa with his head in Rebecca's lap

 REBECCA smiles down at Trent and runs her fingers lightly through his hair.

 XANDER pulls Bash into his arms and cuddles him

 

(11:01 a.m.) SEBASTIAN 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

We missed you guys! Xandy, I'm so happy to see you

 

(11:29 a.m.) XANDER 

I missed you too little one. 

*chuckles softly as he kisses his forehead*

 

REBECCA

 I missed you too, my Love...and the rest of you crazy people. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

 

BEX

// I might go crash for an hour or two. I am still very tired. I swear, I will reply soon as I can cause I miss writing with you. I just haven't slept in four days and it's been hard.

 

SIGYN

//get your rest luv

 

(3:27 p.m.) TRENT

 We got gifted a whole chicken 🍗

 

SIGYN, 4:52 p.m.


BEX, 5:20 p.m.

Gonna do another live...

 

SIGYN

Ooh ok

(6:33 p.m.)

(9:01 p.m.) Hey, so the prayer team received the request and sent this in response.


BEX

Thanks so much hun. It's greatly appreciated! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

 

SIGYN

❤️

 

BEX

We having another night but seems as long as I leave leave light on he'll stay asleep so we will see

 

SIGYN

I really hope you guys are able to find peace and that whatever entity just fucks off

 

BEX

Yea this is reminding me of when cheye was his age. Something fucked with her too till she got old enough. But this is different in a way. Can't really explain jr right

 

SIGYN

:'(

Either way, he's little and innocent and doesn't deserve this. And you're a good person, you don't deserve this either

/end 9:05 p.m.

November 30, 2021 | TV Time: Lucifer | Season 1, episode 13

 Audio and video commentary:

 

12:04 a.m. - Faustus Bust Count: 13 

/end 12:09 a.m.

Monday, November 29, 2021

November 29, 2021 | TV Time: Lucifer | Season 1, episode 12

Audio and video commentary here:


 SIGYN, 10:34 p.m.

Oh this is the creepy s8nist cult episode

(aka the episode that explains why Luci hated Faustus when they met)

That Goth guy in the beginning doesn't look too bad though

 

SEBASTIAN

 Mmmmm, say "prick" again, husband 😉

 

TRENT, 10:44 p.m.

A large man who's not a fan of bathing? 🙁

 

SIGYN, 10:47 p.m.

I'd actually really like to know what Freya thinks of this episode

 

"Why does everybody associate me with goats? I'm don't even like their cheese!"

 

SIGYN

Children of the Goat Church LOLOLOL

 

FAUSTUS cackling

 

10:51 p.m. - Faustus Bust Count: 12

 /end 11:28 p.m. 

November 29, 2021 | TV Time: Lucifer | Season 1, episode 11

Audio and video commentary: 



9:51 p.m.

"You have moves that made even the Devil blush!"

 

9:58 p.m.

haha Saint Lucifer

 

10:08 p.m.

"The devil usually has impeccable gaydar"

 

10:22 p.m. – Faustus Bust Count: 11

/end 10:33 p.m.

November 29, 2021 | Side chat @ Bex

 November 24, 2021 had no responses from Bex at all; the conversation has been moved to "Sigyn's Mundane" blog.

November 25, 2021 had no roleplay; the conversation has been moved to "Sigyn's Mundane" blog.

November 26, 2021 had no roleplay; the conversation has been moved to "Sigyn's Mundane" blog.

November 27, 2021 had no responses from Bex at all; the conversation has been moved to "Sigyn's Mundane" blog.

November 28, 2021 had no roleplay; the conversation has been moved to "Sigyn's Mundane" blog.

November 29, 2021 TECHNICALLY has no responses from Bex, but it does have plotting information, so it's being kept here. C-C-C-C-COMBO BREAKER!


SIGYN, 10:27 a.m.

Mornin luv :D so I made the mistake of staying up late/early to edit my wishlists and compile a to-do list for advertising my art XD

How'd you sleep?

(12:17 p.m.)


(3:29 p.m.) [snip baby video]

 

[12-minute video chat ending at 4:18 p.m.]

 

SIGYN, 5:05 p.m.

Okay so I'm dictating this via voice chat so it might some of the words might come out a little funny but there is a part in episode 6 of Lucifer where Chloe tells Lucifer his books are way too clean and I made the sarcastic comment that oh you're so good at accounting that it's suspicious for your business and I thought we could do something like that in fact like have Trent be audited because he does his own books for his tech company we could like have him audited because his books are too clean and I don't know I I think that's been done before but I kind of want to hit every you know plot line soap opera thing that we can in our little soap opera fanfic

I fed Lucius Curry rice and yogurt and applesauce and an apple the curry was disgusting but Lucius seemed to tolerate it; it tasted like wet grass to me like it was spinach anyway so now he's got this little potbelly and so look he's like oh look at his little belly and I'm like yeah our little baby has a food baby

[snip voice message; found here] 

 

(6:45 p.m.) SEBASTIAN with his legs wrapped around Luci and snuggled into his chest 🥰


SIGYN, 6:54 p.m.

Lux downstairs

 

(7:10 p.m.) LUCIFER carries Sebastian over so the two of them can sit with Xander

SEBASTIAN purrs and cuddles into both of them 🥰🥰🥰

 

SIGYN

(hehe sleep well :3)

(10:17 p.m.) Amenadiel is the one who came up with the goat association, and Maze laughs because Luci hates it XD

November 29, 2021 | TV Time: Lucifer | Season 1, episode 10

 Audio and video commentary:


/end 9:49 p.m.

November 29, 2021 | TV Time: Lucifer | Season 1, episode 9

 Audio commentary:


/end 9:04 p.m.

November 29, 2021 | TV Time: Lucifer | Season 1, episode 8

Audio and video commentary here:


SIGYN

(6:37 p.m.) Episode 8 (Lucifer's... birthday?)

(6:46 p.m.) Oh Dr. Linda is a Stanford alum like Nate!

 

6:54 p.m.



7:03 p.m.

SIGYN

Oh apparently he enjoys being double teamed.

 

SEBASTIAN

That makes two of us.

 

7:20 p.m.

Amenadiel and Nate are the same height

/end

November 29, 2021 | TV Time: Lucifer | Season 1, episode 7

Audio and video commentary here: 



5:26 p.m.

Canon Maze waterboarding some dude

TRENT shivers

 

 /end 6:16 p.m.

November 29, 2021 | TV Time: Lucifer | Season 1, episode 6

 Audio and video commentary here:


4:54 p.m.



SIGYN

Love his outfit here.

 

5:03 p.m.

"This is the longest I've sat in a parked car and not had sex."

 

5:12 p.m.

Faustus Bust Count: 9 and then 10

 

/end 5:24 p.m.

November 29, 2021 | TV Time: Lucifer | Season 1, episode 5

 Audio and video commentary here:


2:57 p.m.

"Mm, dangerous! Lucifer likes!" 

as a model pulls a katana on him

Yep that's why he fits in with us!

 

"The danger of getting hurt is positively thrilling!"

(as Maze looks at him like he's an idiot)

 

3:02 p.m.

"Well, I am dreamy, but try to contain yourself"

I love him

 

3:50 p.m.

Faustus Bust Count: 8

 

3:53 p.m.

"mazey"

 

/end 3:55 p.m.

Sunday, November 28, 2021

November 28, 2021 | TV Time: Lucifer | Season 1, episode 4

 Audio and video commentary here:

 

12:41 p.m.

SEBASTIAN

 ooh, nuts in a vice 😍

 

NATHANIEL

 AND flogging 😍

 

1:11 p.m. Faustus Bust Count: 6

 

1:12 p.m. Faustus Bust Count: 7

 

/end 1:17 p.m.

November 28, 2021 | TV Time: Lucifer | Season 1, episode 3

Video/audio commentary:




TRENT

What. The. Fuck.

 

>"Look at those big strong hands, perfect for squeezing the life out of someone."

 

NATE

 yes, PLEASE 😍

 

(11:29) NATE

 They're discussing torturing the imposter. I'm so turned on.

 

SIGYN

Apparently Maze thinks so too.

>"Oh, this is so hot. It's like you're punishing yourself!"

/end 11:45 a.m.

Saturday, November 27, 2021

November 27, 2021 | Yamato RP

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A few days pass. There was an apparent series of incidents aboard the Yamato. There is a rumor that someone from the Brisbane attempted to kill Yuki, Susumu or both. The ship suddenly went to Condition Zebra—no light other than battle lanterns, inside or outside the skin of the ship. It was hot, dark and quiet, and somewhere in that darkness, Captain Tetsuya Kitano got the drop on the would-be assassin.

He strangled the man to death.

Susumu saw the mess himself; understood that Kitano had to take the necessary action, but thought to himself it was a little extreme. Yuki came out, cleaned up the urine mess from the spy's rather sudden death, and got to work doing an autopsy on the body since Dr. Kayu was involved with other matters. Doing the autopsy under emergency lights in Sickbay was not easy, but she soon had a report. Cause of death; strangulation, with shattered hyoid bone and many petachiae in the man's eyes, which looked red.

Kitano? Acting like it never happened, slid back into his work and brought the lighting back.

"Aboard the Yamato, Condition Zebra now secured. Commence normal operations." His smooth voice over the 1MC was as calm and pleasant as ever.

Sebastian was in the temple, praying silently to whoever and whatever would listen, for the safety of his loved ones back in the United Americas. He was, as ever, the non-action guy, though he had tried to keep abreast of the rumors and keep track of who was who, what was going on, and other such essential information. Having no physical training aside from having learned to shoot a pistol in his youth, he always thought it was best to stay out of the way; when he did leave his designated space, it was usually to pray, eat, or service the odd (always male) crew member.

Susumu Kodai combed his messy hair (to the best of his ability-was it any wonder his wife called him 'mophead'?) and he was back at his post at Gunnery. "Captain. Do we have any idea who was directing that guy? I smell Serizawa all over this, sir."

"We're not going to discuss that, especially not on the bridge, Ensign." Kitano smiled and went back to directing a routine diagnostic. "Perhaps in strict private, but we do need to slow down the rumor mill."

"Of course, sir," Kodai said, as calm as ever as he went back to running his own diagnostics.

Sky looked up from where they were sitting but would turn their attention back to their current task figuring it was not their place to say anything.

Down below, Yuki was finished autopsying the spy, and she said, "Doctor Kayu, My report is ready per protocol. Like to review it before we forward it to the Captain?"

At knock-off, Kitano opted to hit the beach. Although he said nothing, the quick glance he gave to Sky was significant. He smiled at them just a little, brushing the unruly raven forelock back from one eye.

Sky fights hard not to blush. They would finish their work before going to their quarters in board and change. "Sir." They say as they approach him, smiling a bit.

“Yeah.” Kayu gives the report a once over before returning it to Yuki. “quite the nasty way to go but I’m not that surprised after seeing the captain kill that animal so easily. The report looks good, send it up to the captain, I’ll clean up.”

"Roger that," Yuki said. She e-mailed the autopsy report to the Captain. "Need me in here for anything else, Doctor, or can I knock off for the night?"

"There are some people from Twin Star Bay here tonight," he said. "It looks like there might be a bit of fun starting up. Do you feel social?"

Sky nibbles their lip. "It would be good to meet new people."

Kitano also went up and changed, returning in a shirt that was cut somewhat like a nehru jacket would be, with its Mandarin collar and clasps at the side. It was, however, sleeveless. With this, he wore close-fitting black trousers and boots that came to the knee.

“Your all good for the night ensign.” Kayu waved good bye and started to clean the room after the autopsy as well as preparing for any possible injuries that might happen.

After having dozed off in child's pose, Sebastian decided to hit the beach as well. He dressed himself in some linen shorts that would allow him freedom of movement; however, due to the fact that they were a very light color... everything would also be fairly visible if one looked hard enough, once he came out of the water, anyway

Paying that no mind, he walked across the soft sand and dived fluidly into the waves, then broke the surface with a soft sigh. He hadn't been swimming in years, not since his love had almost drowned when they were children. He had been so focused, so intent on protecting him, that he had not indulged in one of the few athletic endeavors he truly enjoyed and was good at. He was out of practice, but still reasonably talented, and he flipped onto his back and let the waves carry him back to shore before diving in again, a peaceful smile on his face. He thought about writing back home when he got out... could he do that? Would a letter be deliverable from here?

Sky was wearing their tunic but decided not to wear their binder. It was good to take a break from time to time from wearing it.

Kitano led the way down the gangway, and once off the ship, caught Sky's hand in his own. Touching sand, some PDA was to be accepted.

"You look wonderful," he purred in their ear. "And I have something for you." He came out with a bracelet of jade green silk cord, interwoven around itself in a familiar pattern. He slipped it onto Sky's wrist and then adjusted it. It allowed for it to move around and not be uncomfortable, but they would not be able to slide it over their hand. "This remains on you at all times, save for a dire emergency. You are not to remove it. Do you understand, Nezumi?"

Yuki returned to the Kodai treehouse, found Susumu there, not in much of a mood to talk about what had happened aboard ship. Yuki had picked up Miyuki from Goran and Msiba, and the child was asleep.

The couple had a few moments (well, more than a few) of stolen romance and then they changed into beachwear; a bikini top and bottom and sarong for Yuki, swimtrunks for Susumu. Miyuki woke up, saying she was hungry. Both Kodais looked at each other, sighed, and Yuki made up some gyoza in their little kitchenette.

With a fed Miyuki, they got her into a swimsuit and decided to let her stay up. They walked out onto the beach to see what the hell was goiing on.

As the waves carried him to shore again, Sebastian saw some others approaching. He grinned and waved at them.

"Water's great!" he called out cheerfully.

"I understand Sir." Sky was smiling, their fingers on their other hand touching the bracelet. "It is lovely."

He leaned in and murmured something to Sky, smiling.

Sky blushes some, nodding in understanding about what he just said. "It suits me quite nicely. I will be sure to cherish it dearly." They understood completely what the bracelet means and that was all that mattered.

Across at the lanai, there was a sound of drumming. Uh-uh... drum circle around the fire! Things were promised to get weird. There was also a tall hookah at one of the tables with multiple mouthpieces on it.

Lily would be there, swaying to the music with a smile on her lips. She had insisted on going seeing this as a chance to meet some of the others.

Hearing the faint sound of drumming brought another, more serene, smile to Sebastian's delicate face. He loved music. He stood upright, as well as he could with the waves cresting round his waist, and did a sort of little dance, oblivious to anything other than the beauty of the music and the peacefulness being in the water brought him.

The Kodais were drawn to the drum circle like moths to a flame. The three of them took their places, with Yuki praying she didn't have to explain to Miyuki what the hookah was for. Yet.

Kharzon spotted Lily—beeline. "And you here too, pretty thing? My night is made!"

Kitano led Sky to one of the comfortable seats near the fire. "The drums get people fired up. Oh, look... the Emperors are here."

Susumu and Yuki exchanged glances. The thought was simultaneous: uh-ohh...should we leave?

Miyuki made up their minds for them, by saying, "I wanna see the Royals! Uncle Desslar is funny! Even Uncle Zworder makes me laugh!"

"Okay...dear," Susumu said.

"Keep calm, dear," Yuki said. "Your blood pressure..."

"Right."

Lily smiles brightly. "And tonight just got better!" She hugs him, not realizing he would be there.

Angelle was with Zworder, their daughter in her arms. She would not say anything about the Kodais being there.

Meanwhile Sky stiffened up some suddenly wishing they had their binder on for the comfort it brought them.

Susumu chuckled to himself, Oh, Miyuki...Uncle Zworder? Kiddo, you're a trip.

No sooner had Ati's ass hit one of the chairs than she uncased her guitar and began to play. However it was clear that she had eyes only for Abelt Dessler. The song she played was for him.

Kitano, however, drew Sky close. "Are you alright?" he murmured. He had caught the worry on their face.

At the sound of the guitar, Sebastian opened his eyes once more and headed towards the chairs. He smiled at Atirangi and sat, enjoying the music she played, glad to be in a social situation for once.

The song seemed to hit Dessler hard. He had one hand resting on the body of the guitar, turned to his woman and allowing the music to cascade. Come here, I think you're beautiful/I think you're beautiful, beautiful... Tears slid from beneath his closed eyelids.

And Kitano leaned close to Sky, whispering that refrain softly to them.

Miyuki heard the music and came over, pretty much dragging her parents with her. Oh, the irrepressible child, now developed to the equivalent age of five! She made her Mom and Dad sit down, and she sat in her father's lap, swinging her legs while her mother played with her hair and gave her kisses. The perfect image of a happy family, their calm belying all of the hell they had been through in the past few months.

As the song played, Susumu whispered the same thing in Yuki's ear...the same refrain. Miyuki whispered, "you two gonna get mushy again?"

"Shh....yes, dear, just cuddle up," Yuki whispered.

"I wish I had worn my binder. I wasn't expecting either Emperor to be here." They say softly.

"Neither one is likely to see you in any way that would be outside what you wish. But if you want to go back aboard to get it, I will come with you." He brushed their cheek with the backs of his fingers. "No one here is going to do what the idiots at your previous command did, mouse."

They seemed a bit hesitant. "No...I'm going to be brave." Sky decided, leaning slightly against him as if seeking reassurance.

8:00 PM

Sebastian's ears had perked slightly at the mention of a binder. He didn't wear one, himself, having no need of it, but he had had associates back home who had. The thought that this person wore one was endearing; Sebastian felt an odd affinity to them in that moment. He gave a small smile of understanding, a fluid person to a nonbinary one.

"You are brave. We shared the kinoga-poko's heart. And you survived me after that... you know what the adrenaline did to me." A dark chuckle and he traced lazy circles on the inside of their knee.

Which was a thing that the captain knew. He smiled. "You should come over, Sebastian."

Sebastian went over and slid into the captain's lap.

"Good evening~" he said flirtatiously.

Sky blinks, absolutely surprised when Sebastian sat on Kitano's lap. "H...hi...." They managed to get out feeling painfully shy all of a sudden.

In the meantime, Yuki had worn a small improvised sporran with her sarong. She gave Miyuki a gummy or two; normal candy. They were red. The green ones were a different shape; small pointed leaves. They were edibles, which she and Susumu shared, one each, being careful not to give any to Miyuki.

"Sorry, is this seat taken?" asked Sebastian.

As the song ended, Dessler pulled Atirangi close. He was shaking with tears—something about that song had really hit him. "It started with me wanting the ship and this system. When I met you, my love, my goddess, I didn't have honorable intentions. It's different now. It's not just the baby; it's you. And I realize now that it's been you from the beginning, There's no magic, no life, no light without you, Atirangi... "

Atirangi's answer was to just draw her man close. She was in tears as well. "Babe, I knew all of that. And I also know that you were the one who was there the night Étienne died. You were all that kept me together than night, that horrible night. It was always you for me, too, Abelt."

It was as though the last threads of something deceptive and dark fell away.

Lily simply smiled, her hand on Kharzon having allowed her to see what just happened.

"Wow," Kharzon murmured. "Music really does tame the savage beast. He's a kinoga-poko himself."

Sebastian softened his smartass demeanor somewhat as he looked at Kitano's partner.

"Hi," he said, gently. "I know who Kitano is, but I can't remember if we've met. I'm Sebastian. Sometimes I'm Serena. And you?"

"There's magic here, Mommy?" Miyuki said as she saw what had happened.

"Yes, it is magic," Yuki said. "It's love. It's where you came from..."

"Utter joy and love," Susumu said, mussing his daughter's hair.

"Love," Miyuki said.

"Like we have for you," Yuki said. "And what I feel for your Daddy." Yuki kissed Susumu on the nose, then Miyuki, so she wouldn't feel left out.

"Commander Sky Thorne. I'm the navigation specialist aboard the Yamato. My transfer was rather sudden." They explain while fidgeting with their bracelet.

Across the fire, as far away from them as he could sit and still be near the Nightfire, Zworder had little Malié in his arms. He had this way of holding the baby close to his mighty chest and curving around her protectively. He was sitting there, just staring into the eyes of his daughter and smiling. The baby was smiling back.

Angelle was slightly leaning against him, a smile on her lips seeing their sweet little one smiling so happily for her father. "Such a happy little one." She coos.

Sebastian nodded. "Pleasure to meet you, Commander," he said with a respectful salute, sliding off Kitano's lap and sitting in an empty chair instead. "Don't mind me, I just like the odd tease every so often," he said airily. He leaned forward. "If you ever need spare garments, I'm a dab hand with a sewing machine and a knitting loom," he said quietly. "I'll be happy to supply you, free of charge."

"Thank you. I actually....well....." They blush and speak so that only Kitano and Sebastian would hear. "I've been debating about trying to wear a packer from time to time...for the days I'm feeling more masculine.... Do you think you could make one?"

"She is. She seems to only cry if she's wet or hungry." And that might be because as often as he could, Zworder would hold the little Princess Royal. The baby was the right sort of spoiled: she would never have a single doubt that her parents loved her.

"They can replicate an actual silicone packer aboard the Mariah. I'm cleared to go up there. If you ever want to do it, we can," Kitano said.

Sebastian thought for a moment, then nodded slowly. "I could probably knit one," he said, "if you can provide me with specs. Should I make it adjustable to account for weight loss or gain?"

"I think a knit one would be good to try it out first. Doesn't need to be anything fancy." Sky seemed near tears of happiness thanks to the support they were getting at the moment.

"Do you have a color preference?" Sebastian asked. His own favorite color was pink, but he didn't think that would be appreciated.

"And yes, it's approved for you to wear one any time you choose. If anyone says a word about it, they will need to have a talk with me."

"I am fond of the color green." They smile, feeling so relieved. "This really means a lot to me."

Yuki overheard, and she said, quietly, "Would you mind if I knitted one for you, as well, Sky?"

Sebastian nodded. He had green yarn, for sure. "Hey, it's no problem," he said. "Any particular shade of green? My default is winter."

Susumu had nothing to say, since Yuki had  told him a little about Sky's situation, but he kissed Yuki on the nose in support.

"I want you to be you, mouse." He threaded his fingers with theirs. "This doesn't have a bearing on your work save for one: making you feel more self assured, stronger within yourself—that's going to lead you to making faster, better decisions and not being afraid to implement them. Not to mention... fluid and nonbinary are valid and beautiful. Diversity has always been the way of things aboard the Yamato."

"Not to mention, we should stick together. Or at least, that's my habit," Sebastian said with a wink.

Sky shakes their head. "Thanks for the offer. But I think starting with one for now is the best." They squeeze Kitano's hand. "Honestly, the Yamato is the first place I have truly felt where I belong. And a large part of that is thanks to you Sir."

"Okay," Yuki said. "All the best to you...the Captain is so good to you."

"A good captain knows how to make his crew feel comfortable and welcome. I'm starting to like it aboard the Yamato, myself," Sebastian affirmed. "It's hell being away from loved ones, but making new friends, belonging and not having to hide... ehh. Maybe it'll be worth it after all."

Their expression softens a bit. "It's just...it is a very intimate item. Knowing that Sebastian is fluid makes it less awkward. Your intentions are kind and well placed but I don't know you well enough to accept such offers." It was hard, asserting themselves in such a manner. Especially since they don't want to hurt her feelings!

Miyuki yawned. "Whatcha talkin' about?"

"Something we'll tell you about later," Yuki said softly.

Susumu agreed. "Maybe we'd better head back to the treehouse?"

"Agreed. Someone seems sleepy," Yuki said.

Susumu helped Yuki up and the family vanished off to the treehouse, not to be seen again until the next day, saying a few quiet goodbyes to their friends, such as Cody, Msiba, Goran, and Raymond and Sandi, who had been sitting near them.

Raymond chuckled, eating an edible. "Well, now that the kids are away, we grownups can play."

"Play what?" Sandi said.

"Stuff."

"What kind of stuff?"

"Stuff not suitable for the family hour," chuckled Raymond.

"I knew you were right for my ship from the start. And I also knew you were right for me." Those eyes were intense. "And then the way things were when we found that kinoga-poko..."

"Speaking of that," Atirangi said, "guess what I have in the Gargoyle. I'll be right back." She gave Abelt a kiss and laughed, swatting his hand, as he pawed at her breast. She ran to the crouching menace of the shuttle, entered it, and came back with the black and silver beauty of the hide. There was also a small basket of woven leaves. "There you go."

Kitano set the rolled upon his knees and opened the basket. Inside it were two necklaces and a wristlet. They were made from sinew dyed teal, blue and deep green. One necklace held most of the teeth and claws of the great predator. The other simply had two claws and one of the teeth, and the wristlet had two teeth and a single claw. They were mounted on a soft, brain-tanned leather of deep green.

Kitano captured Sky's other hand, pressing a kiss to their temple. And he tied on the tooth wristlet to that wrist. He then graced their neck with the pendant. "The spoils of the hunt... " Did he mean the kinoga-poko or Sky themselves?

"Gosh, those are beautiful," Sebastian breathed, leaning forward to get a better look.

"Wow!" Sandi whispered on her way to the hookah. She had on a black bikini. "Those are gorgeous!"

Sky did burst into tears this time. "They are so beautiful!" In a way they didn't feel they deserve such things. And yet....it felt amazing being accepted, no, being embraced for who they are.

Kitano drew them close. And then draped the hide about their shoulders. "Also for you. And I would face an army of them for you."

"And drop them, one by one," Zworder said. "The only question would be... chain or blade."

"Chain. Blade. Teeth or my bare hands." That smile was back. The one that chilled people to the core.

Watching them made Sebastian wistful and slightly misty-eyed. Thinking of loved ones....

"Hey-- Kitano," he said, "not to ruin the mood or anything, but if I wanted to get a letter to someone back home... how would I go about that? He's an American. Institutionalized, which was why we-- we weren't drafted together...."

Sky shivers seeing him smile like that. They pull the fur close about themselves, embracing how it felt about them.

"I can probably push something through. We have comms capability to reach Terra thanks to Atirangi and Dessler giving us the tech. And I can be persuasive."

No, Kitano, what you actually are is intimidating.

Sebastian smiled angelically at Kitano's use of the word 'persuasive'; he hadn't missed that sharkish smile of the captain's a moment ago, either.

"That would be so wonderful, thank you," he enthused. Then he sighed. "You're all so lucky to have found each other. It's heartwarming, but also.... Well, anyway, thank you."

Sky squeezed his leg. "If you ever want somebody to talk to, I'm happy to listen."

"All of this emotion and sweetness, ridiculous amounts of love. It's rather appalling," Zworder said. He had a way of scowling ferociously while the amber eyes danced with mirth. As he spoke, he snuggled Angel closer and cuddled a little Malié... who actually let out her first baby giggle! "Did she laugh? I think she laughed!"

"Her first laugh!" Angelle was all smiles.

Sebastian nodded thoughtfully. "I appreciate that, thank you," he said. He put on another winsome smile and said, "I guess it's lucky for me he's not the jealous type, what with some of my other proclivities. Anyway, though, you're all real good people. I'm proud to be part of the crew."

Yeah... that was when Zworder settled the baby into Angelle's arms and then scooped her into his lap, baby and all, and just sat there holding them.

Sandi overheard the baby giggle, and she came over and shyly said, "Your Majesties...she is so beautiful!"

Angelle sighs happily. "Baby cuddles are the best." She breathes in Malié's scent.

Sandi smiled at her and the Emperor, bowed slightly in respect, and then took off to be at Raymond's side.

9:00 PM

That hookah had been set up at one side. A few people moved over there to enjoy a bit of the devil's lettuce—there was no alcohol onworld, so this was the recreational of choice. After watching them a bit, Kitano got the most dastardly smile. He lifted a hand.

"Never have I ever... eaten crayons." And he laughed as Kharzon went 'Arrgh' and had to take a hit!

Sebastian was among those who went to enjoy the hookah, but he froze at the game opening. "I don't remember if I have," he said, "but I was a dumbass as a kid, so let's say yes just to be safe." And he took a hit too!

Lily bursts out laughing at that. "Really, of all people....you ate crayons?"

Sandi laughed. "I ate glue when I was little!"

"I did. I remember my father asking me 'Why do you have pink teeth?!"

"I would have lied and said it was that weird gum they give out that tells if you brush your teeth correctly," said Sebastian, forgetting for the moment that he'd been a "dumbass kid" at the time.

Raymond slapped the sand and laughed.

Lily giggle snorts at that. "Oh! I have one! Never have I ever seen a penis!" Oh, she sure as fuck was going to use being blind to her advantage!

Sebastian laughed and took a mighty hit. "That's unfair," he chided between chokes

And Dessler lifted one hand. "Never have I ever... puked when drunk!"

"I am not going over there or getting high while I take care of my princess, but guilty..." Zworder said, laughing. Kitano also had to take a hit!

"That was the first and last time, and I felt so horrendous that I never drank again."

"Oh, luckily not that! I hold my liquor well, if I say so myself."

"I never puked while drinking liquor. I know someone who DID," Raymond said, "But I can't say much without said person being here."

Angelle and Sky both had to take a hit due to Lily. And Angelle took a hit for Dessler's, a chagrined expression on her face.

"It was a really sweet sparkling... well, I think you would call it a wine. I have never been so sick."

Yeah, everyone's taking a hit..

"Sounds delicious," said Sebastian. "Do you remember what it was called?"

Raymond ran over and took a hit. A BIG one.

When he sat down, his eyes crossed. Sandi saw and laughed uproariously.

Angelle was laughing rather hard from Lily's. "I can't believe that popped out of your mouth!"

Ati grinned. "Never have I ever... streaked the beach!"

Holy shit. Dessler had to take a hit!

"Makes me wonder if what she mentioned has also popped out of her mouth," Sebastian muttered, playfully and yet spitefully.

"Oh god DAMN it, Atirangi," he grumbled, taking a hit. He had been ten, and it had been a dare, but still.

Angelle blinks then laughs even harder!

"What in Arishna's name... you did what?" Zworder looked to his colleague, actually laughing.

"Truth or Dare. Thunderclap. Need I say more?"

"Goran is why half of us are more stoned. Dammit." Kharzon snickered. "He just randomly drops trou!"

"Actually, I was meaning to ask-- does it count if it's your own?" Sebastian quipped. "Penis, I mean."

Angelle has a twinkle in her eyes. "Never have I ever seen Goran's dick!"

Lily thinks for a moment. "Yep. Totally counts!"

"Goran... Goran... have I slept with him?" Sebastian muttered to himself. "I don't remember... hmm... I don't think so?"

"Oh, for the love of... I hope someone brought enough weed!" Zworder laughed.

Yeah, pretty much all of mine need to smoke...

"You'd remember," Ati said. "Huge Gatlantean with one eye and scars, loud as hell."

"Hey, Kharzon gave me the idea!" Angelle snickers

Raymond and Sandi took off and had two hits each. Both them had eyes that crossed as they smoked. They looked at each other and began to laugh their heads off. Then, they turned to Angelle.

Sebastian shrugged. "Guess not, then. But he sounds interesting." He winked salaciously.

"He's now very, very married. He just likes randomly showing off the wedding tackle."

Raymond said, "Never, have I ever, been so stoned in my life!"

And shockingly....Sky takes a hit at that one.

Sebastian tilted his head. "Is there a difference between being very married and sort of married?" he asked, just to be a smartass.

Then he had to take a hit. "Dammit. I got so high on acid just before I took the Bar-- never mind." He grinned.

"Did you pass?" said Raymond. "I had a friend of mine who drank lots of coffee before he took the Bar once. Failed by five points."

Dessler had to take a hit there. "I've actually been so stoned that it scared me. My beautiful one grounded me, though."

"I passed. Barely. But the first time Trent and I were separated-- when he dropped out of grad school to chase some pipe dream of his-- I got off my face every single day. Everything in the book and some things that weren't. Golly, I miss those days... but I had to get clean when we reconnected, and then the draft...." Sebastian grimaced. "So this is the highest I've gotten in a good long while."

Sky thinks for a moment. "Never have I ever played a musical instrument."

Sebastian threw up his hands and took another hit. "If a baby piano counts."

Lily had Kharzon help her take a hit, her first one actually.

"I haven't been so stoned since the night my first wife Cara died," Raymond said. "Might as well let out how I feel...it sucked. One guy had the chutzpah to ask if I was okay at his own wedding. I was drunk. Didn't appreciate the fuckin' question. Kicked his butt before the bride pulled me off him."

Man, there is a snatch-grab for that pipe by so many hands...

"Another one where I'd have to smoke if I didn't have the baby," Zworder said.

"Seriously?" Kharzon looked surprised. "What do you play?"

"Only Angelle is ever going to hear it or know what it is," Zworder said.

"That's valid," Sebastian said to Raymond with a respectful nod.

"Worst thing is, I serve with the kid," he said as he nodded towards a certain treehouse. "Capische?"

"Sure you only want to take one hit?"

"I might as well take some more," Raymond said. And he did.

"Oh. That one." This scowl was the real deal. "He always was a fool."

"A fool, married to a loon," Raymond said after he took another hit.

"If you didn't have actually competent people to clean up the mess, you would have lost that ship. He was enabled, cosseted and spoiled, and then broke under pressure and took the coward's way out. Suicide because the enemy is approaching and that death would be worse, fine. Terminal and intractable illness, understandable. But... because you said or did something stupid? Pardon the language, but get the fuck out with that."

Sebastian was completely lost as to who they might be talking about, but he ventured instead, "Never have I ever... gone down on a woman."

"Yeah...he needs to learn to live with his shit, and I agree with you, Majesty," Raymond said. "At least he's keeping his nose clean. For now."

"I would have to smoke so much that I would be completely impaired for days, because I will do that until I sprain my tongue." Zworder got a drrty ol grin.

"That's far, far more than I ever wanted to know." Bud Dessler had to take a smoke as well.

Kitano had to take three. "I'm with His Majesty. I will do that until I can't."

"Same!" Kharzon was at the 'laugh at everything' stage!

Sandi came over and took another hit, and she began to dance around Raymond, her main squeeze. "Am I silly, or what?"

"You're having fun; it's allowed," he said.

Sebastian facepalmed. "I brought that on myself," he admitted.

"Anyone want to play Truth or Dare?" said Sandi.

"I'm up for anything," Sebastian replied.

"Sebastian" she said, up on tiptoe in the sand. "Truth or dare?"

"Hmm... let's say truth at first."

"Okay...truth...who is the first person ya...(yawn) kissed...?" As she said that, she fell asleep.

Raymond picked her up and said, "I think milady has overindulged somewhat. She needs to sleep it off. G'night!"

Sebastian chuckled. It was just as well. There was only one person he had ever truly kissed, and he'd said more than enough about that for one night. He shrugged and went back to the water to play.

Tuesday, November 23, 2021

November 23, 2021 | Side chat x RP with Bex

 SIGYN, 8:48 a.m.

Hiiii 😃

 

NATE 

Hey Xander? How come you'll sleep with Sebastian and Trent but not with me?

 

TRENT 

omg really? You've slept with every other man here besides Xander and Hoofs McKenzie.

 

NATE shrugs

 

FAUSTUS

 ...and me.

 

TRENT 

You're not a man, you're a Maus.

 

(9:56 a.m.) NATE stretches and rolls over into George 🥰

 

SIGYN

(11:17 a.m.) [snip baby video]

(12:29 p.m.)


[4-minute video chat ending at 12:33 p.m.]

 

FAUSTUS 

bold words from the man who has slept with everyone here aside from my DL.

 

TRENT

 Not everyone. Just the men.

 

NATE nips George's ear

 

XANDER looks over at Nate and his eyes furrow slightly

Because I am not all that interested in you, no offence. Bash is because he is my Bonded and I genuinely care for him. Trent...started out as a challenge and it was just fun...but..he is growing on me. 

*smirks*

 

GEORGE chuckles and hugs Nate tight and kisses him silly

 

NATE 

Oh, okay. 

*Kisses George back, smiling*

 Hey, love

 

TRENT cuddles up with Rebecca

 

GEORGE 

Hello handsome. How are you today?

 *snuggles*

 

REBECCA smiles and cuddling with her beloved

 Morning handsome.

 *kisses him*

 

NATE 

Eh. I'm better now that you're here 🥰 Apparently these two 

*motions to Sebastian* 

are thinking about getting a divorce.

 

SEBASTIAN

 There's nothing contentious. He just thinks I don't need him anymore.

 

TRENT nuzzles her

We just saw a pickup truck that said BLACKWOOD across the back, so that's funny too.

 

REBECCA

 Wait..what? 

*sits up and looks at Bash* 

What's going on?

 

LUCIFER 

He doesn't. He has Xander when his admin is here and Trent when she isn't.

 

XANDER sputters at hearing his name being called on this

But--but you are his husband! I would never seek to take that title away from you or take your place, no matter how much I love Bash.

 

LUCIFER 

It's all right. The deal was that I'd be with him until he no longer needed me. At the time I assumed it would be until Trent accepted him. Now he has Trent and you.

 

SEBASTIAN

 But I don't want to get divorced. Is this because of Blackwood?

 

FREYA looks up

Yea, shouldn't let that derail you either....

 

XANDER

 But...Bash doesn't handle rejection well and you know this....and I know he loves you still.

 

SEBASTIAN

 I mean, I get it... Your best friend hates me, surely that's not easy--

 

LUCIFER

 Mazikeen is my best friend.

 

CAT

 what are we missing? Whose best friend hates Bash?

 

SEBASTIAN

 ... Maze, still? Not Blackwood?

 

MAZE scoffs

 

LUCIFER 

No. He's a good friend, certainly, but that's all.

 

SEBASTIAN

 Is a divorce really what you want? 🥺

 

LUCIFER

 Isn't it what you want?

 

SEBASTIAN 

NO!

 

LUCIFER 

Oh. Well. That's a relief.

 

REBECCA looking back and forth

 I am so confused...

 

CAT snickers

 

SEBASTIAN 

Yeah, so am I!

*curls up in Luci's lap and gestures for Xander to join them*

 

REBECCA 

Perhaps you two should spend some time together and actually talk about this. There has to be a reason why Luci thinks you don't need him anymore...

 

1:00 p.m.

 

XANDER goes and kisses Bash's forehead and smiles faintly, before moving back to his seat

 I concurr with Rebecca...you two, together, need to talk this out. Without me... but I am still here...so don't worry.

 

SEBASTIAN

 ....

 

CAT

 It's not a bad thing. Just Luci might be feeling a little left out to suggest such a thing. Not saying he does....but still....you guys go talk

 

SEBASTIAN turns his back on the group and curls himself up tighter in Luci's lap

I've said all I need to say. I don't want a divorce. I don't want to leave you.

 

GEORGE 

I mean...valid. but still...underlaying issues if Luci suggested it. (says softly)

 

TRENT 

Speaking of which, Rebecca, are you happy?

 

REBECCA looks up at Trent

Yes, I am....why?

 

LUCIFER

 I suggested it because I thought I might be extraneous. It was always going to be up to you, my love.

 

SEBASTIAN 

Oh. I was keeping a bit of distance because I didn't want you to feel like you had to choose between being married to me and being friends with Blackwood.

 

TRENT 

Because I don't want to have to have that kind of discussion, where one of us thinks the other is unhappy and it's never addressed.

 

FREYA 

Why would being friends with my husband be any part of your guys's marriage?

 

REBECCA 

There were a few bumps in the road...but I think we addressed them, didn't we? (she asked softly)

 I mean...sharing isn't exactly easy for me at times, even now....but I make it work cause I love you.

 

SIGYN, 2:00 p.m.

//fucccccc Messenger just started skitzing out

//just now got it back online

 

SEBASTIAN 

Because his jealousy of me makes Lucifer uncomfortable and I just figured I should stay out of the way so Lucifer doesn't feel like he has to choose.

 

TRENT 

That's ridiculous. If he felt like he had to choose, obviously he would choose our brilliant and adorable Bashie 🥰

 

SEBASTIAN

 He doesn't call me that, but yes.

I just don't want him in that position.

 

TRENT 

I love you too. I don't know what I'd do without you, or our little bug, or my Bashie.

 

SIGYN, 2:31 p.m.

(2:53 p.m.)


BEX

I saw that one and died

 

SEBASTIAN 

the other cheerleaders were constantly annoyed with him for shit like this but I loved it

 

BEX

// yea messenger has been doing that me for days now. All of a sudden go crazy with like a million beings when we have already been chatting. Lol

 

SIGYN

//no because like I would open it and it would just close itself and not let me see my messages

 

BEX

Yea it does that too to me. Even more so if i wanted to send a vid or pic to you. I'd have to go thru the actual app. Bleh

 

SIGYN

Fucc

I just got a BB kiss

 

3:00 p.m.

 

FREYA 

has he told Faustus that? (curious) 

like actually sat the man down and said...hey...STOP! 

*snickers* 

cause my husband isn't always bright at times and can be very stubborn

 

BEX

I'm trying to get Rhett to eat so we can go see Santa. The aquarium is doing a scuba Santa and then a story time.

 

LUCIFER 

Perhaps I should try that, yes.

 

TRENT 

I know I can't stand it when Rebecca and Sebastian fight, but it's different for Lucifer because he's not seeing them both

 

SIGYN

Sounds fun!

 

TRENT 

sounds horrifying

 

REBECCA

 I really don't want to fight with Bash to be honest. (says softly) 

it causes unnecessary hardship for us all and I would like to be able to reach a point where we might actually be...friends..

 

SEBASTIAN

 Give me another 11 years and I'll think about it (he teases)

 

(4:15 p.m.) TRENT snuggles up with Sebastian and Luci

I love you both. I don't understand why you won't get along with her, Sebastian.

 

NATE

 If you're friendly with her, it'll make it easier on Trent (he says coaxingly)

 

[SNIP personal parenting discussion]

 

BEX

(4:51 p.m.) sorry, speaking of fits...Rhett is having one cause moms mood went downhill. Why things should cost money this year that didn't last year really upsets me.

 

SIGYN

The Santa thing cost?

 

BEX

I was going to take Rhett to see santa again at the aquarium cause they were doing storytime, and stuff for kids. I registered on FB and all cause it was in the events pages. We got there, Rhett was excited...but turns out that it costs money this year to do so and I didn't have it so when he saw we were leaving, he cried....I still feel terrible...

 

SIGYN

That's fucked up

They should have announced on the page that it would cost

 

[8-minute video chat ending at 5:14 p.m.]

 

BEX, 5:30 p.m.

Gonna hop in shower really fast now that ruetts down. Brb

 

(6:26 p.m.) SEBASTIAN clinging to his boys

 

SIGYN, 6:50 p.m.

So something fucked up just happened

Loki came in to cuddle and said he will cuddle me to make me feel better but then implied he is thinking of leaving because "we are disgusted with each other". I asked if he's disgusted with me and he said "not really but you're disgusted with me". I didn't say anything then he said he's going to "make a decision" on what to do, implying he might leave me (he's done this before) and that he is losing interest in me. I asked why and he said because I'm losing interest in him. I said I'm not, I give him hugs and kisses all the time. He said that means nothing. Then he said again that he's cuddling with me to make me feel better and that he's going to treat cuddling like I treat sex, like it's something to appease me but doesn't mean anything to him.

 

BEX

Wait...WHAT!? 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

Oh hun, you so don't need that type of person or attitude in your life. Not if he is going to blame everything on you.

Cuddling to please you?! What type of BS is that!

 

SIGYN

He also said that he's stopped making sexual comments and stopped groping me like.... okay? congrats for average behavior?

 

BEX

wh---

I mean...

 

SIGYN

I don't care if he leaves but I don't want him to take the baby.

 

BEX

*brain skitzs out a second*

 

SIGYN

Bex, I just found out that not 4 but closer to 8-10 of my friends died within the past few years. I'm still reeling. How am I going to be in the mood after that.

 

BEX

I am losing interest in you cause you are losing interest in me? WHAT THE EVER LOVING FUCK!

 

SIGYN

Eh, he's trying to guilt me or panic me into fucking him so he doesn't leave

 

BEX

I am SOOOOOO disappointed in him right now.

No...disappointed isn't even the word

I can't....I just...UGH! He makes me want to throw something....

are YOU ok? *hugs*

 

SIGYN

Agreed, but I'm not displaying emotion right now because I don't want him using it against me to try to claim I'm an unfit mother

 

BEX

I mean, how are you handling this?

 

SIGYN

I'm upset but I can't react where he can see it.

[SNIP parenting discussion]

(7:00 p.m.) He's upset that I'm more attracted to "fictional characters" than I am to him

 

BEX

my thoughts stopped again....words...I know them....so mad....he stupid...!!

 

SIGYN

Bitch at least Trent is nice

Yeah, he does this every so often. I'm disappointed. I thought he'd be more stable after we had a baby but he's lapsing into throwing passive aggressive tantrums when he doesn't get his way.

 

BEX

Oh boo hoo! The key is in the words, you moron! (him) FICTIONAL!!!!

I know not to us...but sheesh

 

SIGYN

I used to have meltdowns over it, but again, I have to be stable for Lucius.

 

BEX

Honey, men like that...never grow up. I am sorry to say so. They never get stable. Ever. Even with a big responsibility like a child, sure, they'll seem like they will for a few months, but then get right back in their ways.

you deserve BETTER

and honestly, the whole "Come for a visit" here thing is still open!

 

SIGYN

So, okay.

I need to make sure that if he does walk out, Lucius stays with me. I do not care if Loki is out of the picture, I mean, I might have to rearrange some things with social security but that's a minor hassle compared to this attempt at manipulation.

In order to visit, I need to update some documents with the government and that costs money that I don't currently have, but I am going to get that ball rolling hopefully not too soon after the beginning of the year.

 

BEX

If I can help, let me know. With anything!

 

SIGYN

I didn't let Loki be part of the pregnancy because I was afraid of shit like this, honestly, and he did step up when I was in the hospital. He was fine for a while and now he's being a dick because he's not getting his wet

I don't actually have a problem with sex as much anymore, but I am NOT rewarding bad behavior

 

BEX

have you told him this? Or talked about it with your therapist?

I totally get you.

 

SIGYN

I give in "just this once" he's gonna think he can get me to shag him by threatening to leave.

Haha yes

But he denies that's what he's doing

 

BEX

but he is though! That's manipulation as well.

 

SIGYN

The way my characters argue with your characters when they want to be annoying? That circular bullshit? That is what Loki does.

 

BEX

I'd keep a journal...or try and record whenever you 'argue' or disagree. That way, if things get really ugly and he tries to take Lucius, you have proof that says this is what he did, this is what he said

 

SIGYN

I have an appointment tomorrow at 2 to speak with my therapist. I texted her all of this.

Well, that's also why I text you and Piffy about it. You're on Messenger and she's on Discord.

 

BEX

screenshots. Hehehe

 

SIGYN

I have records on two different clients in that case

 

BEX

he's being a royal ass, is what he's being. Ugh!

 

SIGYN

I agree

 

BEX

I am sorry hun. I wish i could help more.

 

SIGYN

Thanks, actually, talking about it is a huge help!

He's also acting like I get IBS on purpose to avoid sleeping with him

 

BEX

what! That's.... *calms and breathes*

 

SIGYN

🐂💩

 

BEX

is he really THAT bad? I mean really...

Sure, I will have a serious problem in my bowels today...lets do that. that sounds like fun!

Baw!

 

SIGYN

"ugh you're ALWAYS sick"

"Do you have diarrhea EVERY DAY"

"of COURSE you can't today because your stomach hurts AGAIN"

b i t c h

 

BEX

Life isn't all about sex!

maybe he should see a therapist for that. 😛

 

SIGYN

He thinks I should mention to my therapist that I have sexual dysfunction

...which I don't.

 

BEX

no, you don't. You can't help it if you don't feel well.

 

SIGYN

I am hoping she will ask him if there's other ways he can feel close to me without sex.

 

BEX

I just wanna punch him in his big dummie head! 😛

 

SIGYN

Same

 

BEX

hint at that. tell her you want her to ask that

 

SIGYN

She probably will. She's asked me, and I said I'm not the person to ask about that.

 

NATE

 He also thinks he's not a vanilla but he definitely is.

 

BEX

Ugh!

I don't know what to say....

 

SIGYN

yeah I'm not into all the same things my characters are, but I'm into a LOT of things he isn't.

 

SEBASTIAN 

He's also one of those guys who won't shut up during. It's annoying.

Moan, cuss, that's fine, but FFS don't deliver a monologue

 

BEX

NO!

He mononlogues?

oh god!

 

TRENT 

I guarantee if I told Rebecca about how good her lady parts felt and the exact things I could feel them doing to my man bits, for 20 straight minutes, that would be the last time we ever had sex.

 

SEBASTIAN 

oh it's SO awkward, especially when admin "fades out" and it's Nathaniel or me out... it's like, "sir I'm a man right now"

 

SIGYN

He doesn't like buttsecks, which... okay fine, everyone's mileage varies, NBD

but please I do not want to hear the word "vagina" a hundred times during sex

I wear earplugs and then he gets offended because he assumes I'm fantasizing about our boys

 

NATE

 which we are

 

SIGYN

But still!

He claims he doesn't feel connected to me but he's not really doing anything to foster a connection. Everything he's doing is just driving me further away and when I call him on it I get bullshitted in return. I feel like a bright, thriving rose that's been brought into a house of dark energy to just wither and die.

 

BEX

Then you know what you have to do, hun. It's hard sometimes to take that first step, but for you, as well as for Lucius, you have to do it. Don't let him do this to you. No withering and dying aloud!

 

SIGYN

I'm compiling a list of options, pros, cons, backup plans, etc in my head and always have been. I'm just annoyed and venting at the moment

 

LUCIFER, with Sebastian in his lap, sits closer to Xander so they can have contact too

 SEBASTIAN 🥰

 

FAUSTUS

We'll never let it get that bad for us. (speaking of himself/Freya; Trent/Rebecca; etc.)

 

SIGYN

CUTEcius is in his bed sleeping peacefully right now. I would take him to my dad's tomorrow but we have therapy at 2, which I asked for because *waves arms*

 

BEX

Awww...cutie pie. ♥ ♥ ♥

yea, I still 'arguing' with Rhett atm. lol Should have been asleep an hur ago.

 

SIGYN

Bad Rhett omg

 

BEX

right. bad little danger noodle. Lol

 

SIGYN

yeah lol

 

SEBASTIAN 

We don't let it get that bad, ever, but...

 

SIGYN

(meaning relationships not babies LOL)

(toddlers gonna toddler)

 

SEBASTIAN shrugs and leaves

 

SIGYN, 8:21 p.m.

when I hear Danger Noodle I think snake

snakes are adorable

🐍

(8:39 p.m.) [snip something for Rebecca’s look book from Trent]

(8:53 p.m.) //alright, I guess we're dropping off here. Sebastian left cause he's sad about Xander; Trent's going with him tonight 😆 Everyone else will prolly be here tomorrow