Monday, November 1, 2021

November 1, 2021 | Side chat x RP with Bex

 E/N: New friends were made and new characters were added to the multiverse sometime in November so the previous/next potholes won’t be added for now. Thanks for understanding.

 

9:30 a.m.

SIGYN

Hiiiii πŸ˜€ hi Bex and Rhett

 

BEX

hey hey hey hun! How are you? I love the extensions!! ♥ ♥ ♥

I literally have NOT been to sleep....at all. *giggles*

but I am here!

 

SIGYN

Ah jeez!

I'm still waking up cranky but less cranky than a week ago when I first started my meds? Progress?

 

BEX

Yes, that is very good progress. πŸ˜€

it takes a while for the body to get used to new meds. I get to start a new weight loss med as soon as I buy the damned needles. Lol

 

SIGYN

Needles? YIKES

 

BEX

yea, I can't swallow pills so they found one that's like an insulin shot but for weight loss.

 

SIGYN

Fuckshit

Yikes

I was offered insulin when I was pregnant and I refused because I'm TERRIFIED of needles

  

BEX

Strangely, I prefer it to a pill. though I don't like needles either! πŸ˜›

odd because I have 4 tattoos yet I hate needles. Lol

 

SIGYN

I have 0 tattoos because I hate needles lol

Loki has a tattoo. He has a personal crest/symbol and it's on his arm

 

BEX

that's neat. I plan to get at least 3 more when I can afford it. Lol

 

SIGYN

Ahh

 

BEX

yea, so last night was rough, cause Steve wasn't home. I went to bed early like I planned and I think I may have passed out at around midnight, finally...but at 1:20am, there were flashing lights outside my window and police cars flying up and down my street heading elsewhere and Mia was howling cause of the sirens and it was just spooky in my room so I didn't sleep at all. Not till after 5am when Steve got home. joy.

 

SIGYN

Wow wtf

That sounds awful

 

BEX

Rhett slept through it all thank goodness. lol but not me

 

SIGYN

At least little man got some sleep

I was up till around midnight and I made a YouTube life updates video that I'm posting right now

Gotta post all my song videos later

 

BEX

Nice! Sounds like a fun night. I don't know where Steve has gotten off to but he took Rhett with him so I am still being lazy. Lol

 

SIGYN

ahh, sounds good

 

BEX

I am that tired where you are so tired you can't sleep even if you wanted too. Lol

 

10:01 a.m.

 

SIGYN

I just kinda ...crash when I get tired enough? I don't have insomnia so

 

BEX

it takes a while for me to be able to reach crash status. lol lol

 

SEBASTIAN

 I like to fall asleep in a cuddle pile, like kittens.

 

XANDER

 Don't you mean puppies?

 

SEBASTIAN

I do not


XANDER nearly melts but catches himself

 Cute...

 

SEBASTIAN giggles and nestles into Xan

 XANDER wraps his arms around Bash and kisses the top of his head

 

SEBASTIAN

You're sweet πŸ₯°

 

XANDER

 I am not. (he says gruffly, only to chuckle and whisper) 

Don't tell anyone...

 

SEBASTIAN whispers

You can be, when you want. 

*Nuzzles*

 

XANDER humphs but smirks

Only to you.....

And Maze....

 

SEBASTIAN 

Are you hungry?

 

XANDER 

Not quite yet, hun. It is early for me. 

He nuzzled into his neck and kisses. 

But I will when I am hungry.


 (10:24 a.m.) SEBASTIAN perks up at the endearment and makes a soft "murrr" noise

(10:35 a.m.)  TRENT sits with them and rests his head on Bashie's shoulder πŸ₯°

 LUCIFER sits on Xander's other side, smiling contentedly

 FAUSTUS sitting on Luci's other side chatting about life as a married man

 NATE sitting on Trent's other side with Rebecca in his lap so Rebecca can cuddle with him and Trent while Trent is cuddling with Bash

 

SIGYN

(10:42 a.m.) We were going to go to the babies group at the gym but it's raining so Loki didn't want us going out

(10:58 a.m.) ok so you probably crashed BUT I'M SO EXCITED


SOMEONE ACTUALLY IS BUYING MY ART

(1:02 p.m.) Behind Her Eyes is great. The love interest is a Scotsman

(3:58 p.m.) oh also, this is... a spoiler... but one of the ladies is actually a man who "killed" her and took her body & life for himself via astral projection

totally "spoke" to some of my male muses (though they'd never actually do that with me)

 

SEBASTIAN

 we'll see

 

4:02 p.m.

 

BEX

That's so great hun! Congrasts! ♥ ♥ ♥

Sorry I haven't been here for most the day...I haven't exactly been sleeping cause I am that exhausted where sleep is impossible and meds don't even touch it. lol so been laying in bed all day, trying to. πŸ˜›

How are you!

 

SIGYN

Loki & I are fighting so I buggered off to the gym

Then the spa

 

BEX

I am still in bed...but meh. Waiting on Steve to bring back dinner since he didn't have to go in tonight.

 

SIGYN

Trent, Bash, and Nate are talking me thru it

 

BEX

oh no! Hope things are ok for you and little man.

 

SIGYN

Lucius is perfectly fine. The argument happened when he was napping

Quick recap


Sent that to my therapist

 

BEX

I am sorry hun. I know how hard that can be. I hope Friday your therapist can help you both communicate better. *hugs*

 

SIGYN

I hope so too & thank you!! I also hope you can get some proper rest. I know that's been a struggle for you

The muses and I are trying to work out what needs to happen for me to be able to enjoy the hmmhmm again

 

BEX

I know that feeling. I feel bad for Steve though, cause it is proven that after 40, ED happens. Poor guy...hope not though.

if you ever need or want to talk about it, anything, you know I am here. ♥ ♥ ♥

 

SIGYN

Sebastian likes being needed but also being pampered & taken care of. Nate values warmth and the freedom to imagine who/what he will. Trent is warm, nurturing, and inclined to spoil those he cares about, and that's what I like about him.

I think I have the female version of ED lol. Not that I'm always dry, because physically everything is fine, but like emotionally

Blackwood values competence capability, helpfulness, like... Not sitting round being a lump? which is what Loki does

Like, Loki does try to help around the house but he doesn't do it right.

 

BEX

I getcha. It can be frustrating when you like things done a certain way and they are not being done that way...or at all.

 

SIGYN

Yeah

So the muses know what's up

Just not how to get things from where they are to where they should be

Nate and Bash suggested weed but I can't just get high every time Loki wants to bang and be tense and miserable the rest of the time

 

BEX

No, no you can not. But he has to learn to talk to you too or it will keep being an endless cycle.

 

SIGYN

Yep, hence therapy

Meanwhile I found a unicorn onesie at JCPENNEY

It's grey with silver stars

But like, I want romance, but to Loki, romance equates to sex, and that's not... it

 

BEX

I know, hun. I know. He's young and that's all young males think with. I have to constantly remind Mike of the same thing. Lol

 

TRENT

 It's not what ALL young males think about.

 

REBECCA 

Most do...

 

XANDER 

Are you telling me, Trent, that the instant you saw Rebecca, you didn't think about sleeping with her...not even once? 

*smirks*

 

TRENT

 The instant I saw her? That is correct

 

XANDER 

Thank you, for proving my point.

 

TRENT

 Later when I saw her sleeping with other boys via surveillance, however

??? I just said I DIDN'T

 

XANDER 

Yes, but you said not ALL young males think about it...and you did. 

*smirks*

 

TRENT

 It is correct that I did NOT think about having sex with her until I saw someone else doing it.

You said "the instant" we met

and it's also certainly not the ONLY thing I ever think about

 

XANDER chuckles

 Still...you thought about it. (teases, liking him riling)

 

(Sigyn) Me

...to be fair, I also thought about having sex with Rebecca the first ti— well, when she arrived in WC and got prettied up

 

(Bex) Me

She was sexy, wasn't she?

 

SEBASTIAN

When she wasn't being a chicken fried DUMBASS

 

TRENT 

And have you thought about having sex with our Serena?

 

XANDER 

Sex? As in the actual act....no. No offence, I find her extremely beautiful, and I love it that she feeds me without me even having to ask, and I will do everything to make her happy, and safe....however, I am straight....

 

PENRYN

“I, a man, won’t sleep with a woman because I’m straight.” Make it make sense.

 

REBECCA snorts

 That's the longest bunch of hookie I have ever heard!

 

SEBASTIAN

Speaking of being not straight

I thought about fucking Nate the first time I saw him

 

TRENT

 me too

 

REBECCA 

Only because you wanted to kill him that first time. 

*giggles*

 

TRENT

 I asked if you thought about it, not if you wanted to

The first time I saw him? Was at Whitefeather

I imagined hooking up with the both of you. But you were dating Josh at the time

 

NATE 

What else is there besides "the actual act" that you thought about?

 

FAUSTUS

 I've a few creative ideas

 

REBECCA

 ohhhh....I hadn't known that. 

*giggles*

 

FREYA 

Do tell?

 

XANDER curious

 

FAUSTUS 

Oh, no. Nate asked you first, mate.

 

XANDER 

About whom? Be specific? 

*chuckles*

 

FAUSTUS 

Serena. What have you thought about doing with her? Besides "the actual act"?

 

XANDER smirks wickedly

 Haven't I already done so?

 *chuckles* 

Lets see...tied her to one of my contraptions so hard she bleeds when she squirms. Bonded her to me so I won't kill her whenever I feed from her glorious blood, Actually had a semi-homo moment with her before I caught myself....

 

PENRYN

If you are a man, you cannot have a “semi-homo” moment with a woman.

 

CYGNET

So, my boyfriend asking me to peg him and whisper our guy buddy’s name in his ear when I want him to cum isn’t a semi-homo moment?

 

 (5:52 p.m.) TRENT

DID you, now? How did I miss it?

 

NATE

 Would you have stopped yourself if you couldn't smell that she wasn't a cis girl?

 

SERENA returns from meeting a client, hair and makeup mussed, and curls up in Luci's lap, looking uncharacteristically subdued

 

SIGYN

(6:19 p.m.) //I'm emo and bingeing at Olive Garden lol

//they don't have caprese but they do have eggplant parmesan and a house salad and that's close enough!

//they also have amaretto sours

I haven't had an amaretto sour since the last time I was in Switzerland so I'm theoretically happy about that although realistically I'm numb

 

(6:36 p.m.) NATE

 Life hack: always bring your own personal sippy cup/mug/those plastic glasses with the lid and straw, in case you go to a venue with alcohol and want to take the rest of your drink to go.

 

(7:03 p.m.) Faustus and Trent physically brawling in the middle of the floor

 

Nate, Serena, Lucifer, and Maze

FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT

 

BEX

funny, we almost had Olive garden tonight too, but for an hour wait...no. lol

 

SIGYN

YIKES. On a Monday night?!

 

XANDER notices Serena's appearance and her manner and his eyes furrow slightly as a soft growl echoes out of his throat as he stands and goes to stand near her and Luci

Are you alright my dearest?

 

SERENA 

I'm fine. One of my clients got a little... rough, that's all. Rougher than I asked him to.

 

CAT walks in and sees Faustus and Trent fighting and the rest seemingly egging them on 

What is going on? What am I always walking in on!

 

XANDER pulls Serena gently into his embrace since Luci is cheering the fight on

Who?

 

FAUSTUS

 I took over for TWO SECONDS, and—

 

TRENT

 He put on a playlist of songs all about drowning because he's "tired of the crap" that I keep picking.

 

SERENA clings

 He— it doesn't matter, honestly. I'm fine. At least I got action (attempts a joke)

 

FREYA 

Forfuckssakes! Even I know that's a horrible idea!

 

REBECCA 

Please, don't kill each other! And you boys, stop cheering them on!

 

GEORGE 

I have no idea what is happening honestly...

 

MAZE

 FIGHT!

 

XANDER hugs Serena close and glance over at Luci 

Do you mind? I am gonna take her to get cleaned up....

 

MAZE

 what? I'm not a boy

 

CAT

 Maze!

 *giggles* 

Naughty

 

LUCIFER 

Please do. I remember the client's name.

I plan to punish him later.

 

GEORGE

 Just say you're sorry Faustus! You know how Trent is with water and such!

 

XANDER

 If you need help punishing him...let me know.

 *carries Serena off to take care of her* 

Now, you tell me all about it....

 

PENRYN

If the… Devil… needs help… punishing—okay you know what, I’ve Math Meme Lady’d enough today.

 

FAUSTUS ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Sorry my taste in music is actually good.

 

TRENT slugs him again!

 

SIGYN


3:06 is apparently how long it takes to die that way, hence the song title.

...and the 3:06 minutes of lyricless music at the end is meant to simulate the experience

 

TRENT 

yes THANK YOU.

 

BEX

omg! I didn't need to know that. *shivers* lol but that songs beat isn't bad...but yea...poor Trent.

 

SIGYN

That and a HELL of a lot of songs by Indica

 

TRENT 

WHY WERE THEY ON YOUR PHONE.

 

FREYA 

hey, come on now you two! I know you don't like each other but please don't permanently damage each other either! Trent, I am sorry you got triggered. that was not the best song he could have picked but please...I need him in one piece.

 

GEORGE

Nights are never boring are they?

 *smirks*

 

CAT 

Nope, never. 

*giggles*

 

FAUSTUS

 haha sucks for you

 

TRENT grabs remote and switched to Montero

 

BEX

so I guess a mashup of sea shanties in acaplla is not a good thing to share? πŸ˜›

 

TRENT rolls away from Faustus's flailing fists and feet

 πŸŽΆCocaine and drinking with your friends

You live in the dark, boy, I cannot pretend

I'm not fazed, only here to sin

If Eve ain't in your garden, you know that you can—

 

LUCIFER 

🎢Call me when you want

Call me when you need

Call me in the morning, I'll be on my way🎢

Did you know, I've an ex named Eve.

 

TRENT 

That Eve?!

 

LUCIFER nods

 

FAUSTUS 

Yes. We all knew that. Except those of you with half a brain.

 

REBECCA rolls her eyes

Would you please stop antagonizing him!

 

TRENT dances away gleefully

Hmm, hmm, hmm-mm-mm~

 

CAT hums bars of "away Santiana" because she loves that song and there is no mention of water or anything in it

 

TRENT 

🎢I wanna sell what you're buying

Wanna feel on your ass in Hawaii

I want that jetlag from fuckin' and flying

Shoot a child in your mouth while— 🎢

Hey. Hey Faus. Faus Maus.

 

FAUSTUS glowers

 

TRENT 

Do you want to shoot a child in Luci's mouth while you're riding?

 

NATE 🀣🀣🀣🀣

 FAUSTUS tackles Trent off the table!

 

REBECCA 

Maus? Cute...means mouse in German. HEY, HEY! What is with you two tonight! Didn't Freya wear you out last night!

 

TRENT 

I mean the song is literally Lil Nas X singing to a man who may or may not be in the closet so

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

🎢if Eve ain't in your garden, you know that you can—🎢

 

GEORGE 

I see he didn't answer you question either. 

*snickers*

 

FREYA

 Bite me!

 *smirks*

 

NATE 

Ask real nice

 

LUCIFER pulls Faustus back by his robes

Come now, let's stop all this.

 

FREYA looks at Nate and snorts playfully

Say what? You wouldn't even if asked 'real nice'. (teases)


PENRYN

Um, how the hell do you know? 


NATE

 Fair

 

TRENT

 Ooh next song

Hey

Mausie. You want him to lick your neck

your back

your bussy

and your crack?

 

FAUSTUS 

Do you see why I changed the music now?

 

NATE 

That's not a no~

 

CAT 

hang on! Now I want to know...did ANYTHING happen last night?! It was their wedding night...I mean come on, if I got married you wouldn't be able to pry me off whoever it turns out to be for days!

 

SIGYN


 

FAUSTUS 

What makes you think I kiss and tell?

 

NATE 

what is a bussy?

 

TRENT 

Back pussy. You should know that, little bug

 

CAT 

Cause I don't see Freya limping. (teases)


PENRYN

That has nothing to do with whether or not Faustus likes to kiss-and-tell.

 

FREYA 

Not everyone who does that limps.

 *snickers softly*

 

GEORGE 

Oh good grief...sex, sex, sex... (teases)

 

FAUSTUS aims a curse at Trent but misses

 

TRENT @ Luc

🎢right now, lick it good, lick his bussy just like you should🎢

 

REBECCA

 Don't you try and curse him. Luci will end you. 

*half laughs, half growls*

 

PENRYN

Will he?

 

CYGNET

It’s not going to get that far anyway since Lucifer is Trent’s bodyguard. If he only reacts after-the-fact, he’d be pretty shitty at it, wouldn’t he?

 

FAUSTUS 

that song is vile and so are you

 

XANDER returns with Serena/Bash and settles down to cuddle her as he watches the goings on

 

SERENA 

what—?

 

TRENT restarts the song

 

SERENA

 oh I love this song!

 

REBECCA 

Oh, Trent and Faustus are having a battle of wills, as it were. 

*smirks*

 

TRENT

 I know. You're the one who showed it to me

 

SERENA 

Is this aimed at Faustus?

 

TRENT

 ...um

kind of?

 

REBECCA leans over and whispers into Trent's ear

 Play 'It's raining Fellas' next love....

 

FREYA

 I actually liked that one... 

*having heard Rebecca's suggestion*

 

GEORGE

 Ohhh! Good song to dance to!

 

CAT 

Majority vote!


PENRYN

Does it count as a "majority vote" if all the voters live in one admin's head?

 

FAUSTUS CHANGES IT to I’m On a Boat

*tried to rap along but can't quite manage it because he's actually never heard the song before*

 

FREYA 

ohhhh...Love...you are asking for it. I wouldn't... 

*tries not to laugh*

 

GEORGE

 does he have a death wish? on a boat? really?

 

TRENT

 I heard your suggestion, babygirl, but I actually have a better idea.


 

LUCIFER

 I've played that at Lux before!

 

FAUSTUS blushes

 

REBECCA 

ohhhh! That's a good one!

 

FAUSTUS 

what is it with you and thinking everything is about you know what?

 

TRENT

 What? You don't want him to bite you while you taste his fingertips?

 

FREYA rolls her eyes and smirks a little

 REBECCA sings the song

 

TRENT 

🎢 now if we're talking body

You got a perfect one so put it on me

Swear it won't take you long—🎢

Hey, I guess it DIDN'T take you and Freya long!

 

NATE

 Oh? Freya, is your new husband a... What's the term?

 

LUCIFER

 Two pump chump?

 

SERENA 

Luci does have a perfect body, so

 

FREYA gives Nate a "Really?" look, tilting her head down at him

 No.

She sits straighter and has the audacity to look smug.


PENRYN

Points for realizing her smugness is audacious! πŸ₯³

 

XANDER purrs softly in time with the song

 

NATE 

by popular demand

 

REBECCA

 Yes! Thank you!

 

SERENA snuggles into him, enjoying the low vibrations

 

MAZE 

it's ALWAYS raining dicks and ass in here

 

REBECCA signs along and dances in her seat

 

CAT 

Doesn't it though? 

*giggles*

 

FAUSTUS

 You're vulgar.

 

TRENT 

When Luci fell, it certainly WAS raining pecs and abs, though. I mean, D A M N.

 

LUCIFER

 ... Those are terrible puns

 

TRENT ¯\_ʕツʔ_/¯

 

FREYA 

I actually like this one. It's kinda funny. And watching the girls and George try to dance to it.... 

*laughs softly*

 

GEORGE 

That was a compliment...and I am taking it as such.

 

TRENT


 

REBECCA

 been listening to this one on repeat for the past two days.

 

NATE 

ooh

it's a little...sedate

 

REBECCA

 it's sensual, sexy...I love to dance to it.


FAUSTUS snatches the remote from Trent

 

PENRYN

HE GRABLED REMOT, GUYS!

 

CIN and CYGNET fall over laughing

 

FAUSTUS 

Serena, I'll take a lap dance to In Passing.

 

SERENA 

No, you won't.

 

XANDER's grip tightens around her and he actually growls at Faustus. Like...threateningly growls. A sound no one has heard in this room....ever!

 TRENT cues up My Romeo by Jessi and points between Luci and Faustus

 LUCIFER blinks, and nods resolutely and approvingly to Xander

 XANDER sees Luci's nod and nods back. Pressing a soft kiss to Serena's head as he eyeballs Faustus. he's been 'triggered' now and his protective instincts have flared. let anyone try and touch her, except Luci, since he is Lord, till he comes down...it will be the last thing they ever do

 FAUSTUS glares but is silent

 

BEX

// Freya is wanting to ask a question, but asked if she could pose it to you first...before she does something wild. Lol

 

SERENA nestles closer, enjoying the feeling of being protected, not to mention the ice cold of Xander's lap; would not admit to it, but had been very sore since he got back

 XANDER had noticed the bruises as he helped her clean up and tried to be gentle, even had offered her his blood to make her feel better....it made him upset, to see her hurt

 

BEX

// So, Freya is so noticing the still 'attraction' Faustus has for Luci and wonders if she should just 'allow' it to happen....would that make him love her more...or just infuse his attraction more? hehehehe she's confused.

 

SIGYN

//hmmm.... Good question

 

BEX

// that's why she posed it to you first. lol Instead of saying anything...you are the driver.

 

SIGYN

//my muses, they gay in the gay and they gay when they gay.

//tbh I've no idea, they just wildin

 

BEX

// She doesn't want to lose him. Wants him to, since he's become self aware, to actually love her for her, not because he has too...and if this helps, she is hoping it gets it all out of his system. πŸ˜›

 

SIGYN

//well, there's also the fact that Luci does not reciprocate his feelings

//more than happy to sleep with him but beyond that, nah

 

BEX

// ohhhh! So he doesn't? well that is good to know lol Yea, she just doesn't want it to blow up in her face if she just randomly comes out and says ok....like Rebecca did with Bash. Pulled him to the side and said sure...just don't flaunt it till I get used to it please. lol lol

 

PENRYN

I remember this becoming an issue later and now I’m confused as to why.

 

LUCIFER

 yes, the only person I love is my Sebastian. I'm not strictly monogamous when it comes to sex, but I don't see me falling in love again

 

SERENA

 ...

 

XANDER 

See...told you, beautiful. (whispers to Serena) 

He hugs her, purring softly

 

SERENA

 Well, now I feel... A bit guilty? I'm in love with three people and sleeping with a fourth

 

8:00 p.m.

 

XANDER 

There is no wrong in love....only in lying about it, to yourself and to your partner. 

*chuckles softly*

I love you.... 

He hadn't realized he had said that out loud and froze.

 

SERENA O.O

 

REBECCA

 Xander! You dog!

 *giggles*

 

CAT 

I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT! I KNEW IT!

 

SERENA

 I—....

I love you too, but it's just when I'm dressed up, right?

 

XANDER looks down at her and smiles faintly

 It isn't exactly as deep as your love for Luci or Trent...as I am still working on what type of love it is I feel for you exactly....but no, it isn't when you are just dressed up. You are my Bonded, and that means something to me.

I am making a mess at this.

 *sighs* 

I meant what I said, that I would protect you from all harm, or unwanted attention, even from those here. I would do anything, be anything to make you happy. To keep you safe. Isn't that a type of love? 

*tilts his head*

 

SERENA

 I think... Firstly, you're very sweet. Secondly, I think you're thinking about this a little more than necessary. Feelings don't always need to be analyzed that hard. I'm not going to question what you've said. I'm happy.

 

TRENT

 That's the most romantic thing I've ever heard in my life 😭

 

NATE 

Xander, what the hell do you mean it isn't that deep? That's fucking deep. That's like the Grand Canyon of love.

 

If Xander could, he would be blushing.


XANDER 

Is it? (he asks seriously) 

The man had only ever loved truly once, and it was taken from him by his own hand before he could even see what it could have been like.

 

(Sigyn-side) everyone including Maze and Faustus

YES!

 

XANDER blinks

Ohhhh.... 

He was silent for a moment.

 I have....no real experience in love. (says softly, and Serena knows where he is going with this) 


PENRYN

Wait, does she, though? You can't decide that about someone else's character. Even if you've told her, who's to say she hadn't forgotten?


XANDER

The one time I was in love.... 

He paused and blinked, taking a shuddering breath.

Was stolen from me...by my own hand. She was so young. Our love was so new, and she didn't care I was vampire. I never even got the chance, to see where it would go...before that Master controlled me and made me end her as well as the rest of the village....he only brought me out after I had killed her. Saving her for last.....so no....I have no idea what love can be. Should be.....it is...strange to me....

 

CIN

Bex should add that to Xander's character sheet.


TRENT 

Oh, Xander....

Love is different for everyone, but... For me, it's feeling a deep connection with someone and trusting them to appreciate you. Wanting to do everything you can for them but also being proud to see them stand on their own two feet. Knowing you would run across hot coals to catch them when they fall, yet hoping they never do. Feeling blessed to be in their presence even if they don't know it, or... Well, that's how it is for me.

 

XANDER's eyes flicker to Trent and then quickly away

I live my life by reason, facts. Not feelings. I don't know what love is, nor what it could be....and there isn't a day that goes by...that I don't...miss her... 

He sighs again.

I did it! I killed her. and I have to live with that. But till recently, I didn't know that such things like love could cause you to stir inside in such a way. it....scares me a little, because love is not based on reason or facts. It challenges everything I know.

 

NATE

 For me, it's when someone makes you feel alive, and like life is actually worth living. Someone warm and kind who brings the metaphorical light into your life and makes you realize how long you've been living in the dark. Someone who helps you when you didn't ask but not in an overbearing way. Someone you can turn to no matter what.

 

FAUSTUS

 Reason and facts are all very well and good, but when they're all you live by, they become a shield protecting you from real, deep feelings. Love is someone who can penetrate that shield and challenge everything you thought you had known all your life.

 

(Bex-side) the girls and George all nod their heads at what Trent and Nate just said

 

REBECCA 

Love is scary sometimes Xander. You never know what will happen and that’s terrifying and yet beautiful at the same time. To be able to change, and grow with someone or someones you love above all else. To feel that sinking, tingling feeling in your stomach each time you see them smile cause it makes you so utterly happy, that understands you and accepts you, faults and all, no matter how many times you may mess up. Forgive you when you make mistakes, help you when you need it most, and be your support and rock, even when you don't ask. It is a beautiful thing. Don't be afraid to let yourself feel....that is the day when you are truly dead....and we all here, know you do...feel....

 

MAZE 

You guys are such saps.

 

SERENA 

For me, love is knowing you don't have to go through life alone, and that someone will stand by you and protect you, even when you haven't done anything to deserve it. That's why Trent made such a strong impression on me. It's why I fell in love with him so soon and for such a long time. Luci and Xander protect me too, from being alone, from other demons, from myself sometimes. That's why I love you guys, too.

 

XANDER turns his gaze to Maze

I don't know why you would say this...I love you too, maze.

 

MAZE 

Suit yourself.

 

FAUSTUS frowns at that

That was cold.

 

XANDER 

Come now...you know you don't mean it that way.

He actually purrs at her softly.

 

PENRYN

How do you know that?


MAZE 

Xander... We have fun.

 

NATE whispers

 ouch

 

TRENT 

Press F to pay your respects to our fallen brother.

 

HELENA 

lol rip

 

XANDER tilts his head, sniffing the air, testing if she means it or not

And the talk of a anklet or a collar...was that fun? (asks softly)

 

MAZE 

It was speculation. Don't take it to heart.

 

SERENA 

Why are you such a bitch?

 

MAZE scoffs

I'm gonna bounce. Peace.

 

XANDER 

She has a right to say as she wishes. No one is forcing her.

 

FAUSTUS 

Oh, don't bother white knighting for her. I never did like her.

 

SERENA frowns and curls protectively over Xander

 

XANDER wraps his arms around Serena and nuzzles her

 It's ok...I am fine....

 

SERENA 

I mean, it's her loss.

 

NATE 

Wait, did she actually break up with him, or did things just get too heavy and she left the room?

 

LUCIFER 

Probably the latter. Mazikeen has an aversion to emotion.

 

XANDER 

I do not hold her words against her. She is free to do what she pleases, and to be with who she chooses. We were never exactly a thing...never having actually sat down and talked about it. Though, from her consent and actions, I had thought we were. Must be my mistake...

 

TRENT

 Oh, Xander, you poor thing!

*sniffles and has to restrain himself from throwing his arms around the vampire*

 

XANDER shakes his head

No...please...I am fine.

 He didn't want pity or anyone feeling sorry for him, but he saw the way Trent looked at him and...melted a little..

Alright...ONE hug...

 

TRENT wraps his arms around Xander from behind, since Serena is clinging to him in his lap, and holds him tightly

 I'm sorry, it's just, I can relate.

 

NATE

 Jeez, Trent, it's been over a year!

 

A look of discomfort crosses Xander's face, but he allows it. Even going so far as to pat the mans hands gently.


XANDER 

It was my mistake...but if she wishes to come talk to me about it alone, I will not object. You can't force it...least what I have learned so far.

 

TRENT opens his mouth, then closes it again

 ... You may have a point.

 *releases Xander* 

If you do need to talk later, I'm here for you.


9:01 p.m.

  

NATE 

Me, too.

 

LUCIFER 

We all are.

 

XANDER

 I appreciate it. My thanks.

 *nods respectfully*

 

SERENA nuzzles his chest gently

 XANDER cuddles her closer and kisses the top of her head

 

SERENA 

I um.... I'm glad you bonded with me. I don't fully understand what it means or how it works, but I like being around you.

 

XANDER 

I will explain it to you in detail if you would like me too, but tomorrow. I feel tired...

 

SERENA

 Can I rest with you?

 

XANDER

 Of course you can...if it's ok with Luci and Trent....

He wasn't stupid, he knew when to cross boundaries and when not to.

 

PENRYN

That's debatable.


LUCIFER

 It is never a problem for me, Xander.

 

TRENT kneels between Xander's knees and kisses Serena passionately goodnight πŸ₯° 

Okay, have fun. Don't do anything I wouldn't do.

 

NATE 

Don't do anything he would.

 

TRENT 

What, stay up playing board games?

Sleep on the floor?

Make a quilt out of stolen underpants and— okay, maybe don't do that.

 

NATE

 Does Xander wear underwear?

 

XANDER 

Do YOU!

 

NATE

 Sometimes.

 

FAUSTUS

 Men's?

 

NATE

 ... Sometimes.

 

XANDER 

Yes, I do. And NO, you can't have any...and if I catch ANY of you trying to steal them, I will hurt you in a way that is not repairable and you will not enjoy!

 

TRENT

 Like I said, DON'T do that.

 

NATE 

ew, why would I want HIS underwear?

 

FAUSTUS

 The fact that it's even come up shows how repugnant you all are.

 

SERENA

 I have no intention of trying to undress you... just cuddling.

 

XANDER picks Serena up and chuckles softly

 Good night all!

 *carries her out before he can stir the pot some more*


 SERENA squeaks! πŸ₯°

 

NATE

 wait although I did ask a question earlier Xander isn't answer

 

XANDER pauses 

Yes...?

 

NATE

 You said you had a semi homo moment but caught yourself.

 

TRENT

 First of all, what was it?

 

NATE

 ...and would you have stopped if you hadn't known she was actually not cis?

 

XANDER 

When I fed on Serena down in her inner thigh...I kinda...groped her. 

*smirks* 

I don't cross lines with males that I do with females, and I always knew Serena was a male from our first meeting.

 

PENRYN

NO! WRONG! I-- I am so exhausted from explaining this OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN.


NATE 

I thought you did do that with men when you bit them

 

XANDER

 Depends on the man and how angry I am at them. 

It was all confusing in his head too, stuff he was still working out.

 

SERENA

 Needless to say, I greatly enjoyed it.

 

XANDER 

As did I...now if you excuse me, it is quite late and the admin is fading from being up for 48 hours. 

*chuckles and hoists Serena back into his arms* 

Good night all!

 

(Sigyn-side) All

 O _ O

 

SIGYN

//niiiight! I hope you get some sleeps

 

BEX

// Thanks hun! You sleep well too! I am going to crash, I can feel it. Hehehe

Much love and see you soon! ♥ ♥ ♥

 

SIGYN

🀣

 

SERENA 

Obviously the first time we saw Nathaniel was at Whitefeather, because we bugged Whitefeather back in 2016

 

SIGYN

//sorry, just tying up some loose thought ends - respond tomorrow and go to bed lol

 

BEX

Hehehe it's all good. Night! ❤❤❤

 

SIGYN

//okay so basically, the guy had paid for an hour with Serena, and went hard for the whole hour, including things Serena hadn't agreed to/wasn't into, ehhhh yeah, he's going to get a taste of Luci's wrath 😈

 

HELENA 

well that's good to know

 

SIGYN

So another thing about this is that Faustus desperately wants to at least experience one time with Lucifer, but Lucifer is, in Luci's own words, "addictive" in bed. I also personally don't know if things would get better or worse if Faustus were allowed to start banging Luci. Either he'd get the sexual tension out of his system and realize what he had been feeling was lust, or he would fall even deeper into whatever it is he feels for Luci, or he and Luci would date for a while and then get bored and stop and go back to their original partners.

 

MAZE pops her head back in

Yeah, I don't know why everyone reacted weird to me saying we were just having fun. He admitted basically the same thing here, right? It's been a mutual, friends with benefits kind of thing.

/end 9:55 p.m.

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